T H I S M E L L I N G E R

You know how the weather has been frigid lately? I feel like I've been in hibernation with my baby for weeks even though it's only been a few days. I might just go nuts if the sun doesn't shine soon and warm up the air. Good news though: my car is still running even though it's -14 outside.

OK, so, I've had this strange dialogue with God lately. I think He wants me to teach sunday school. This is crazy to me and I think He's off his rocker because out of EVERYONE that I know, I know the least about the bible. I mean don't get me wrong I'm in the process of reading/learning/experiencing Jesus through the bible, but to teach little pumpkins??! Matt has told me numerous times that he thinks that I should and I just got a newsletter from the church in the mail saying that they are in need of volunteers in children's ministry, and will be in even more need when the new service times start. I'm not even sure how to go about it. ugh. I hate not being in control, but I know that what I need to do is just let go and hold everything with open hands. I think that's the hardest thing in the world to do. (besides raise a child...:) So who knows what the future has in store, but it's really fun to actually hear God sometimes and know that it's Him sending signals. It makes me feel like I'm being protected and watched over. 

In other news: CHELSEA & TARA--COME OVER, PLEASE.